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Wed, Feb. 16th, 2005, 10:35 am
RANDOM PHOTO OF ME....intoxicated


Oh yeah i will update this this journal as well as my other one, why not?!

Sun, Feb. 13th, 2005, 03:16 am
I am..sandcoated

St Kilda Festival!!! )

Sat, Feb. 12th, 2005, 04:20 am
Why not? I'm as bored as everyone else

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Sat, Feb. 12th, 2005, 01:53 am

I dont get it.
I went to bed at 1 pm.
Feel depressed even though im happy.
Have hardly eaten a thing in days.
I'be been having weird dreams, the one i had just before renacted itself when i came downstairs.
I cry unanswered tears.

Thu, Feb. 10th, 2005, 04:23 am
Brrrrrr

Yay dad came home from hospital today!!!!!!
I was supposed to clean because we have an inspection soonish.
But im doing it tomorrow. Didn't do much today,went outside once and made chilly.
Mmmmmm nice chilly. I cant go to Screamers tomorrow:( i dont have $11!!!!! Mickk will
be angry hahahahah. Mmm i hope i have enouth money to buy hippie things on sunday.
Argh I'm taking myself off to hospital soon for a blood test. Work out what the hell is
going on with my body. Nearly fainted today and my joints are starting to ache. Now im really cold
and we've got every heating device in the house on ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Wed, Feb. 9th, 2005, 02:42 am
Too cold to get out of bed this morning. Too hot for my coat in the city. Too cold without it

Went to the city today to meet dave and go to a sereal art exhibiton. Was good, he has been painting since the 40's and his stuff was way out there. Worth the money, exelecent exelecent! After that wandered around abit. While sitting down we noticed a troubled boy. A sadistic,homocidal lonly young man, with the freakiest facial expressions.His name is Peter Glen.The meds ive been taking have been creating a tipsy/spaced sensation. And it certainly didn't fail in the city today. After parting with le lover i took the most annoying tram ride back to balwyn. Too many people on the same tram :/
Came home, fed the cat, made a lemon vanilla cake and rehated stir fry. No one's home until 12sih so Emperor has been blasting for the last hour and half. Just put mayhem on mmm my neighbours love me. Damn stupid cake, i needed more baking soda. oh well

Mon, Feb. 7th, 2005, 11:20 pm
I hate tuesdays

Errr so bored, my interesting house has become boring. God damn it. Sitting here listning to Behemoth. Only one thing intersting has happened this week. I bumped into Justin. I went to primary school with him and i was at his highschool for two terms. He's changed abit. VERY TALL 6ft4 he was towering over me. He kept dropping his guitar case which was ok , not the best guitar.His hair's past his shoulders now fuck it grows slow last year it was just at his shoulders and he didnt cut it.

I'm starting to get frustrated at some things, some of them ovious some of them not. Argh soo god damn annoying god damn it. Svord and oxe dum mennenske, dum dum dum! Avon book came today, couple things i want from it. Handy little thing it is.

I have to get into the city soonish, look around for new shoes. These three year old converse shoes are in ruin, i need to duct tape some of it together. Good ol' duct tape. Also keep forgetting i'm going to the barly corn hotel next week see chaos theory, in malice's wake and drowning girl. dakr earth pulled out forget whos replacing. Chaos theory re ok i have their cd:s Err cant stop yawning stupid tuesdays. I hate tuesdays


My internet is being so fag today

Sun, Feb. 6th, 2005, 07:12 am
GEM AND BECATWORKS BOWLING TEAM

Dylan asked me and Bec to join his bowling team. We did with pleasure, but the dickwitt was annoying the girls so we booted the homosexual designer out. He was not motivating the team. But we will kick arse
Chirpy Chimps and the Chimpity Chimp says:
for some reason I can't imagine you slinging around a bowling ball..... you're too tiny
We'll PROVE U WRONG YOUNG MAN!!!

Errrrr... on another note went to the movies today:O Saw seed of chucky ..puppets:| but it was OK very different to what i expected it was pretey funny sometimes but kind of weird other times. After that got the worst Nandos I've ever had. The first pills i had to take started to ware off and i started feeling hazy/tipsy like. Went to chapel st of all places I MEAN, I WAS BORED AND IT SEEMED LIKE A GOOD IDEA I NEEDED TO DO SOMETHING THERE. After the paving attacked dave and i finally got what i wanted we tryd to exit but the stupid tram wanted to race us. Cold night i needed a jumper. But i had something just as good davesssss armsssss hehehe awwwwwwe jeg mangler ham allerede, im en sook :( :( Vi-o-lins that screaching its ruining America god dammit!

i dont like cars

Fri, Feb. 4th, 2005, 11:49 pm

Mikk rang me this morning because i needed to give him something. Hes comeing over in like half a hour eeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hes like you want to come over on monday so we can jam togther again,it was fun. and im yes
Yayyyyy i am so horribly exicted now. THE OPPITUNITES PEOPLE!

Thu, Feb. 3rd, 2005, 11:18 pm

In the city yesterday with dave, happen to look across the street. saw FROM THE BACK! Tallish man, thin figure,long curly hair,leather pants, leather jacket "Metal Warriors", and cowboy hat. I swear i have seen him somewhere before. I'VE SEEN HIM ON DUNGEON'S DVD haha WELL i dont know who HE is. But i want to.
                   

Thu, Feb. 3rd, 2005, 09:52 am

Can some people please resist from making every single comment on my lj quite offensive.
I do take alot of offence to some things people say.

Apart from that... sushi sucks and Nando's kicks arse.

Wed, Feb. 2nd, 2005, 11:55 pm

Who showed to your funeral? by mrclown
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How you died:Taking your computer in the shower...YOU ADDICT!!
Gave the eulogy:malefactor666
Cried the most:xdavidxstillx
Knocked over your casket:sexy_chicq
Wants to have sex with your body:accursed_87
Is doing voodoo to make you a zombie:wellzy
Is glad that you are finaly gone:vee_que
Will be the next one:woody_sabbath
How good of a life did you have?: 90%
Famous Last WordsMama Cass who?
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Tue, Feb. 1st, 2005, 10:39 am

Helped Gimy paint his "feature wall" today. Albert and chirs came back from Albie's oreientation day.and albie helped with the 2nd coating.Then we went to the Dandy Oasis and splashed around. The tarzan rope was fucking fun. big thanks to chris i wouldn't have these awesome but weird bruises on my legs if he didnt keep tarzan' it up. Never going on the slide there again jsut one taste of the water...and i was out. Alot of fun! Mmm had dinner at daves and he drove me home. I have a boyfriend now:P Guess who

Oh yeah i know people cant see the photos on the previous entry so i think ill delate it so dont worry if it just "vanishes"

Mon, Jan. 31st, 2005, 05:04 am
Bored and lonly

Me conplaining )

Sun, Jan. 30th, 2005, 11:21 am
last night+bdo

Went to see potential vocalist for band yesterday. He seems kewl enouth eventhough he was too fucked to sing for us that day. hearing him soonish though. Grimsvord didnt wear his leather pants, i was highly disapointed hahaha. Linden came over about 8ish and we went to my friends 18th. that was fucking boring to the max. Kept seeing people that i did no like at all and were extreamly fucking annoyinly weird ERRR ARGHHH! Talked about medievil sword fighting with someone for a little while, some otehr guy yelled at me.. he was abit weird. Finally found something to do.. play pool. FUCKING AMAZINGLY FIRST THREE SHOTS I GET THREE BALLS IN!!!!! i was stunned then stacy started to cheat and then im like ahhh i won anyway. i have photo to prove. went home around 11ish stacy drunkenly said hi to my mum about 16 times "HI MRS GEM!!!!"

got up at 9.20 had a 4 minute shower got changed then spent ten minutes putting sunblock on because my singlet shows alot of skin haha and my fantastic sun-norweigen tatto was out on show as well *stands tall* fucking got there around 10.20 gates were alreayd open went in, first act we saw was frenzal rhomb i just shoved into the mosh then i stood there with my arms crossed. they had a funny song about jesus though. When that stupid band finished i tryd to exit the ornage stage and ran into sharon, then i went off to find linden. i did. i then bumped into gareth and rachel hung round with them for a while, bumped ionto rachels dad. fuck his a legend. he shouted hi gem and put his hand up for a hi fi.. he wasnt wearing his metallica shirt this year:( walked around about more , fucking boring as. saw this terd chris in a pantera shirt and avoided him. then bumped into naomi . then i forget when happned oh yeah saw some shit hardcore band. then bumped into chris again and say hello being polite. Then deicided slipknot is about three hours away better get a good spot. while navigating my way through the crowd. i heard "gem!" and turnf around to see chris ( the good chris) my expression :O I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE COMEING!!!! got eahc otehrs numbers then i was on me way. pushed my way to the frount and securced a spot at the very frount with my elbows on the rialing. about hour and hald into it i needed to pee badly. i asked linden to mind my spot but he said no and countined on being a fuckwitt* angered* so i ask the two chicks next to me mind my spot so the girl behind me dosnt take it. i run very fast to the toilets come back. i have to wait a HOUR in line. was annoying but ok i talked to some of the people in the line. finnaly got in pushed .. no SHOVED my way to where i was a hour ago. linden was in my spot . i push aside the girl in frount of me. yell very loudly at linden to " move the fuck out of my spot" he finally moved over. i shove otehr people out of the way and claim my prize

Had to stand through fucking grinspoons (not a happy chappy) got cold so i put my emperor shirt ovber the already sweat drenched borknagar one. which reminds me about tw hours in i wa walking to the toilets a guy turns around and goes "OOOOOOAHHHHHHH NICE SHIRT!!!!" and he was mother fucking hot to and his friend had VERY long hair arghhh should of talked and obtained a number. anywaysss slipknot started i knew every song except about two. They put on a good show i was very close to sean drumkit and mikk and james and corey always walked over. My standards are very high when it comes to live performances. they wernt the best ive seen but they were preety good. haha liking a band 3 and a hald years ago gives u time to learn MOST of the lyrics lol. System of a down were next.. they fucking sucked life *spits on ground* stupid political band arghhhhh defiently not upto my standards. then after they finished found linden and went home. i also saw... remembering from sharons photos one of the guys from joe's band dont know his name but shoirtish hair and little random goatie


Im waiting for good people to come online and talk to me
safe dreams

Fri, Jan. 28th, 2005, 04:20 am

I should be at school right now, i should of been at school yesterday. But I'm not going....

School hmmm I'm not severly depressed about not going. I wont have to put up with year 9's smoking behind the gym, year 7's asking me how to get to buildings, year 8's orange tans, and the way everyone spells words now as in "fink,coz,woulda,cnt, or when people put k's on the end of words which dont belong"
I will be missing sitting in my group and everyone sucking upto me and stealing other peoples lunches. I still dont get why people think im gothic at school. I usualy wear black clothing but not to school. How can me being in a blue dress, with blue folders and books, a RED pencil case, and being happy make me gothic. But i am comparing myself to the "goths" we have in year 11. I think they sprung up over night. They wear high healed boots to school, an unbelivble amoutn of make up, fishnet under everything, and sit there talking about how depressed and how much marliyn manson has effected their life decisions. I said hello to them once and got a " Arnt you andrews friend? his eye liner is so kewl guys should wear it more often" ...:S BAH! I'm just having a whyine because its too hot and im bored. mmmm

Went to the city with dave,albert and chris yesterday. Some very weird person was hitting on me while i was waiting for them. Showing me his tattooes and harassing people for smokes. I've forgotten wat we did yestreday, im forgetting alot of things latly and its strange. maybe its " that age"

My army is growing strong, 76 and counting. Of corse they've all accepted my religion. Only need 2000 more and should be set. If i force it upon people then it shouldn't be that hard to find the missing members. Those who refused to join will be gratly punished I'll see the wolfskins to them!!! Bwahaha oh i have to have some dreams to live through these teenage years, my viking based religion's keeping me entertained and people thinking im a stupid mong at the same time. OH i remember what we did, my primary wolfskin baught leather pants and i baught a kind of dagger/sword necklace.. its not that good but ill put my name on it. AHH YES i know some of the anglo saxon rune's now i can spell my name and other things lol.

I was reading someone's lj and they brought up a good point. Is it upto the reader or the person writing to say that their entry is a good readin'. I know i didnt phrase that very well but the point should be clear enouth. I know hardly anyone read's my entrys unless i tell them to. And if people do they dont comment hahah. But i like how i write mine. Some day i can go back and look at all of them and remember doing what i wrote or seeing what i wrote ect.....

Safe Dreams
Froihn

Tue, Jan. 25th, 2005, 07:34 am
Teturdie tardie tiddlieidllie iddltiddle a potatoes

Winamp just deicided to die on me, how rude. Damn its quite hot today.. begining to dislike
summer!! Argh big day out in 5 days hoorah... i have to admit i am going to see slipknot
AT LEAS I CAN ADMIT to liking them not as much as i did bloody three and a half years ago
but still i'd like to see them live if i have the chance. going to chadstone tomorrow with Mama
I forget why...to buy a carpet or curtain of some sort
Daaayyem i am sweaty ,my borknagar shirt reeks now eeeewww . Saw spongebob on err sat i think it was
HAHA!! its funny but extreamly random and silly. Feck i shouldnt be updating, i should keep making
people ask me to......


Oh yeah Archeon(the band i do awesome power screams for) Has a gig in march..sometime...in march..
Check us out.... I am going to kill albert
Hahaha im in my dad's playlist, god damn some of this stuff is good especially this focus dutch band i found they have this song where its just yodelling and then guitair solos then yodelling then guiatrs solos then weird effects

Cya fuck3rs

Thu, Jan. 20th, 2005, 11:14 am

I'm getting a job and moving out of home, fuck school.
My parents wont pay for education for me anymore.
My parents dont even like me.From their own mouths i
know they wish i wasn't born. Fucking drunk and work alcholic.
My dad threw a fucking mallet at me today and nearly broke my fucking leg
fuck everyone

Tue, Jan. 18th, 2005, 06:12 pm
Long entry- Deal with it

                                             THATS IT I'M BLOODY ANGRY AGAIN
H3y Fuck3rs,
Stupid internet isn't working properly, i try to look at images and they dont even show ARGGHH it takes ten fucking minutes to open. The pages are taking a hell of a long time to open as well. Grrrrr everythings making me angry latly! Reading the paper on the train made me angry, the moth raping my shoulder made me angry, watching the simpsons and cube while kvlt stonner man was trying to show me his friends black metal record label somewhere in bloody europe ARGHH, Watching jay's cousin from germany say "suck my cock besserkerrrr" was getitng me angry, flidners st goths make me angry, missing txt messages and calls make me angry , forgetting the meaning of some words makes me angry, leaving my alchoal at someones hosue makes me angry, dropping a bag with a bottle of wine in it on my foot makes me angry, metal mayhem lacking thryfing cd's makes me angry, my anamia makes me angry, not knowing how to spell a iron level coniditon my body has makes me angry
                                        Mmmmm I've cooled down.....for now

Went to Sharon's party last night. I still don't know how they managed to bbq 3 plates of steak and lamb on a bbq 30cm squared in five minutes... errr i was drunk so it would of been longer than that im guessing, in fact i cant fucking remember most of went on last night ...the potato salad was good though. Heheh drunken twister that was fun i won....once i think then "kvlt stonner" pushed Dave over and thus ended drunken twister. If only Di'vad hadn't left his broadsword at home many more a round of twiser would of been enjoyed. I never thought I'd say this but " No simpsons for a while for me" I do not want to watch the whole first series with a loud discussion of how they double sceens, kill of charcters, how it ties to other episodes, the hidden meanings and various shouted quotes going on the ground under my comfortable couch. No offence albie hahaha. Watched the fst cube not as good as the second but its alright got abit giddy when somsone face was burnt off with acid though.. mortal kombat flash backs.. i found leaves in my hair when i got home, i know who i have to thank for that hahahahahaha. I hate the heart

I was driving my car through the hood the other day, Whys it called the hood? is the city one sweat shirt and im in the part you put over your head? Whats the deal? And whats with the elaborate hand shakes black men do... whats the deal? Thank you Albert, Chris and Di'vad for that arrrgh I've been saying that ever since i woke up... half a hour ago. Errr Dragonforce has creeped its way onto my playlist again, AGAIN! Hhahaha nah jks i like them i dont like how they recycle riffs alot though. I'm angry again. My hair msut be washed every 24 hours or else it isnt upto my standards. I saw a guy with very nicy shiney long hair today, thats what i need a man with healthy long hair by long i mean to arse long not past shoulder oh i love slipknot long. It took  me 14 seconds to write this sentence. computer being slow. Argh. He must also need my other requirments besides the long healthy hair. cant be too tall you see if you knew me in person you might understand that one. Must like music as well as other things im into YOU SEE some people i can talk to very well about non music things hahahah, Must speak some of a eurp language because i want to go there and if  i get lazy in learning norweigen they can translate fr me instead mhehehe. Rude kids need not apply. cant be a stick damn fucking lanky people fuck you, no offence to my lanky friends MUHAHHAHAH BUT ARGH NO not huggable . i could write a song about this.. " i need a man, with hair so long and eyes so deep, a wallet soo big, for my ..spending sprees, with a weapon so sharppp ...mmmmmm buck o fiveee" WELL THATS GAY, IM GAY, im so bored, this is the never ending entry i swear, no one ever reads my entry's because i dont show up on their friends list so ill make this a fucking long entry to fucking remember fuckersd, of corse ill force the same people to read it i force to fill out things but still.

I hate the pakistan train line, albert chris and dave one day ill move to north melbourne and u can train to me:p SAME GOES FOR MARK AS WELL fucking long train rides i mean argh. Why does everyone intersting live so far away. Its a conspiracy. The conformists are after me , i bet my husband lives under the sea, 4 day train rideand 5 hour on boat, yeahhh now i see whats happning hmm the drugs my mum gave me to help with the iron levels are really....um dizzy happy feelings haha i really didnt check what type of pills she gave me.. hmmm, I remember listning to moonspell last night but where the fuck did i hear it sharon didnt have it on her computer? Maybe i drempt it. I had a dream where i was on a train doing nothing but listning to moonspell.... haha well thats not far from reality now is it?.... Ooooehh i see this entry's getting preety damn big now, stomach ache hasnt disppeard, headache from heat stroke is still around well at least the cats next to me purr'n away as usual

G3M
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LMAO!! HAHAHAHAH thats going on the back of my already gay "gem" a.ka nagar shirt. I hope i can make it to band practise on sundae, these annoying stomach and head aches normaly last a whole week the fizze out of existance. mm i like that has a mid 90's teenmager touch" fizzle out of existance"  I am going to buy a island and call it  "______" and strip everyone of modern existance and put my choice of weapon in some of their hands, brooms in others, give some sheep and some horses, and name them whatever the hell i think suits, then slowly or as fast as wel can take the rest of the world over . Then the "end" will come apptranly and then we would of already been used to the condition before so after wouldnt be much of a chanlge getting the berrings, I know im the only one who knows what im talking about right now becasuse i think i only really talked about that with dave eheheh but still fuckers, shut up, your fault for reading my fucking long entry of  uncoutbale eye strain. Teach my islands people in the way of "______" and soon they'll be acceptible for what i have in mind haha. I will enslave all i despise and hate a.k.a  canterbury girls secondary college, KKK and sarah. Plus some more people MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH erm yes i think i should probably depart soon ive been through a whole amon amarth album and some evergrey cds, damn i wish msn would work, out computer is really fucked and i do blame this on my brother and dad... my brother " the arsehole of arseholes"  really dosnt know whats going on in tech world, my dad hs some udnerstand of  the computer but  dosnt use it properly and bases everthing on what his friend rodney says and of corse we have to follow rodneys religious teachings correctly or else....... Anyway i think i mighy start emailing people so these long entrys never happen again.... its for the best u see haha , so i better start asking perople for their permission to fill their inboxes with boring rants such as this.

Bye fuckers,
Safe dreams, Safe steps, Safe thoughts

Cheers and some level...love gem



Sun, Jan. 9th, 2005, 08:15 pm

yay archyeon had its first rehearsel yestreday:D:D:D Albert dont kill me if i spelt that wrong eheh but it went really fantasticly well, then i went on the haunted bookshop's ghost tour. Very good tour i'd have to say , the informtaion i liked alot but i didnt see any ghosts. We went back to one of the haunted places again but no ghost, though i was nearly tearing daves shirt of HAHA. I really bloody want to see a god damn ghost now SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD

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